today woke up ard 11 plus , watched tv while sab called . talked until 1245 .
then hang with her , bathed & prepared , went to hub ntuc to buy some sushi fr my 20+ yrs old de
cousin as mum ask mie to . cos im gg her hse fr tuition T.T was on the phone with sab while finding
the stupid sushi ! & bloody hell ! I realize tht security guard keep watching mie , & I can guarantee
plus chop chop , he is trailing mie whenever I go in the ntuc . TMD LA ;x
aftr that , rch cousin hse at ard 2 plus , dno why , din really have the mood to tuition today =\
& I seems to be kinda sleepy while she was teaching . & I dunno why suddenly think of
some matter … … haiis … I really hope all this thing can stop , hope this thing stop
appearing in my mind la . haiis =( & … I miss him still ..
anw , 4 plus , bused back home , and catch some sleep . kinda tired today .
then woke up , smsed and replied ppl . then went back slp awhile , then woke up again
fr dinner then bathed then online which I am blogging now (; 只剩下鋼琴陪我談了一天,睡著的大提琴,安靜的舊舊的,我想你已表現的非常明白,
我懂我也知道,你沒有捨不得,你說你也會難過我不相信,
牽著你陪著 我也只是曾經希望他是真的比我還要愛你,我才會逼自己離開,
你要我說多難堪,我根本不想分開為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過,我沒有這種天份,包容你也接受他,不用擔心的太多
我會一直好好過,你已經遠遠離開,我也會慢慢走開,為什麼我連分開都遷就著你我真的沒有天份,安靜的沒這麼快,
我會學著放棄你,是因為我太愛你
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