Friday, June 1, 2007
its been weeks since i've las blog =\though lots of things might happen since last few weeks till now ..
at the least , those things does not happen near my 'N's (;
though it might been a hell life fr mie the last 2 or perhaps 3 days , that he wanted to end this way
, but thanks ppl fr being thr to advice , console , care and concern (;
[perhaps u dont know the night u hurt mie deeply ;and to you , it might be nth ]
that is the first time i truely feels the pain of being hurt , & the feeling is really really really
sucks ); maybe thats my retribution ba ?? haas =
somehow ..i still miss u ...
(ps:anw thanks ade , aftr much talking and advice , i actually sort out my thinking le ba ? hope so )
(ps: cheer up sab ! cant expect we are in th same boat ]x )
*broken friendship yet memories are still left behind**
u once said , no matter wart , we will go thru weal or woes (; but maybe u've forgotten ..
though the words u said are impulsive and somehow disappoint mie alot , but wart said had
alrdy been said , and if u think that thats the best solution u told mie ystd ,, so let it be ba ..
at least we still can be normal frens like wart u said . i still wish u all the best and tc (;
still , u could find mie anytime whenevr u need someone to talk to ..
wart i wish now is *to get over him completely .
*case faster close ;get back my freedom i used to have , and will nort ask
fr more .
*study hard ;pass my 'N's . frm the beginning till then , i've left out alot of things.
*study hard ;pass my 'N's . frm the beginning till then , i've left out alot of things.
tests fail fail & fail )x slack ;play;out;no studying =\ & i hope i can mug hard !
I HATE MISUNDERSTANDING ~! )X DUH ~ -,- NO ONE WILL LIKE . HAAS =\
anw .. din really catch a proper sleep last few days .
although ystd im much so btr le , but this morning , have to woke up ard 8 to go back sch fr
eng remedial , wed alrdy din attend ss remedial le =\ went to sch with nette and i waited her fr
15mins at the bus stop -,- haas . was late and do our eng compre in the comp lab . then pauline asked if want to go hub with her and yilin . so we went (; went to mac to have our breakfast plus lunch [; tested and teach pualine and yilin bout a black magic which adeline taught mie (;
end up , they cannot catch wart im trying to say & say i lame -,- wth . haas , anw aftr that walk
half way at hub , we decides to eat couple fondue (; shared among the 3 of us . was super full la .
haas , then they do some lame and childish act blah blah blah . aftr that we went home [;
decides to rot at home , online till 6 plus while play games , then watch tv , and online again which i am blogging now (; got to stop , and catch my long and proper sleep (; hohos ;b
