grandpa passed away on the particular day when i visited him last fri /: (080808)
but still, when i visit him ,his eyes closed but bearing for the struggle to hold on to his breath
with oxygen tube on. wanting to wait for all his grandchildrens and childs arrive before he "goes".
although half of them din arrive on time, but i think he's alr satisfied enough for some of his childs and grandchildrens witnessing him just passed away like tht, including me /: & at least , his wish been fulfilled because he wants to pass away at home instead of hospital. i can say im really regret and guilty for not visiting him when he's in hospital... just because of 'tiredness' , makes me feel tht its an excuse and a fact of 'laziness', because i dint even think and expect things will turn to be in this negative way );
funeral last for five days. i guess grandpa must be felt glad tht alot of relatives,friends came and
pays him a visit in between. hasnt been having a full and proper sleep for the whole 5days.
especially the last night , had only 4hrplus of sleep plus keep waking up int he middle of night .
everyone was really exhausted .but i think its really worthwhile afterall. because everyone of us
had been help out quite a lot. the next morning, (lastday) we've to get prepared & rdy as early as 8plus. the period which everyone was especially emotional was on the first & last day.
and also during the ritual day. evryone teared damn jialat when the coffin was to get burn.
way back in bus, atmosphere really fills with silence. the process & evrythng last till 5plus before we could went back home to get a good rest.

although im not really tht close with grandpa,but his kindness,friendiness and courteous smile
will always be engraved deeply in my mind. and he will always be living in all of our heart.
beloved grandfather.

thanks gfs,frens & love for the texts of concern. as well as this person been taking an effort
to come down to 319 for 2days to acc me for killing my boredom . you're indeed a good friend la (;
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ystd went back sch as per normal .
and i've a funny video here. lol.
look at this joker -john chew. gross but hilarious . lol


having diarrhoea ystd in sch and this morning /: sucks sucks sucks /:
i hate it seriously )x gg back sch later on fr art , im hardworking i know ;)  ¶ 12:53 PM